~WolfHige

**Notice**
This is not my origanal journal because i cbf lol
Read right dow to the update aswell.
This was writen yesterday


Alrighty good news haha.
Yesterday Jen invited me to hang out with her and my other friend Pip.
So I did, we met at the shopping center and hung out for a while then we went back to her place.
But while we were at her place Jen had an idea, she thought that it would be fun if her and me dressed up as guys lol.
She dressed up as an emo guy and I just put a cap on and hid my hair in my hoodie lol
It was very funni
Also I was sleeping over the night at Jens and of course we needed alcohol lol But we needed Jen’s friend Marcia to get it for us because she looked older lol.
So we did and she also came back with us to Jen’s place.
We mixed the vodka in with some solo I think it was (OMG so nice )
Half way through the night I had quite a lot of the vodka and I was a bit tipsy lol.
Then Marcia had the idea that it would be cool if we all had to pash each other lol I didn’t have an objection but one thing bothered me, me and Jen would be dared to kiss at one point, what would we do? But I also noticed that all through the night Jen would glance at me now again, and by then I forgot all about that it was the first time I have seen her since I asked her out.
We were also taking pictures of when we were kissing and then, it came up to me and Jen and surprisingly Jen was the one that reminded everyone lol, and when she reminded everyone I was having a drink and I sorta spat it out from shock lol.
So she came ova and Pip and Marcia weren’t even pay attention to us, but Jen had a camera, then she says to me, in a sorta quiet voice
“We don’t need to actually kiss if you don’t want to”
But I was fine with it it’s just you know I like her…
So anyways yea it happened but we didn’t actually use tongue lol that’s alright though
It was sorta a cross between a peck and pashing and the funni thing was, the first time we did it she didn’t take the picture and then again and again she kept saying the picture didn’t look good and we had to do another, at one stage the flash had gone of and we were still kissing lol, and then Pip and Marcia finally realize what we are doing and then go
“Oh my god, are they making out?”
Lol I nearly burst out in laughter while kissing Jen
But eventually we stopped lol
But as I said, she wouldn’t stop looking ova to me, I don’t know if she was checking up on me to see if I was okay because I was the most drunk out of everyone lol.
Then at one stage it was just me, Pip and Marci in the room and I think Jen was on the computer.
And then Marci goes
“Hey, I haven’t kissed you yet”
So me and Marci kissed lol then Pip says the same thing, then I kiss Pip lol
I had to kiss pip twice that night because we were playing spin the bottle lol
The second time Jen was there and told me to make out with her lol while that was happening I couldn’t hear Marci or Jen speaking then Jen says
“Haha looks a tad lesbian”
I think that was to break the silence
The night moved on and Marci had to leave so it was just me, Pip and Jen left, when we were walking Marci to the tram Pip hit me ova the head because I spat at her lol actually me and Jen were spitting at both of them, but when I spat at Pip she came ova and hit me well it was more of a punch, she was drunk too lol, but I was more drunk and being that I fell to the ground lol it was like I was out for a sec then I got up and started laughing again, Jen was laughing too but she was furious at Pip for hitting me, and full on yelled at her.
Through the rest of the night, Jen was still glancing at me, earlier in the night, I just faced away but towards the end I just looked back and smiled at her, and she smiled back.
When we were gonna watch a movie me and Jen got the bed and Pip got the floor lol, when I was getting into the bed I had to climb ova Jen lol but then I was sorta like on top of her for a moment, we were staring at each other and we sorta moved close to each other then….she blows in my face lol, I got you excited there didn’t I? I know I was nervous but Jen always ruins moment by making them funni lol.
Once again that night she wanted me to hug her while we were watching movies, and she fell asleep in my arms.
We woke up the next day and everything seemed normal except for me and Jen looking at each other all the time, it makes me wonder ya know?
Ahh well I had a good night lol.
I got kissed bye 3 girls!!! P probs more than some guys have LOL.
Anyz, bye byeeeee

*update*
OMG okay im like nearly crying in happiness lol i just went on myspace yea? lol everything happens on there
Anyz, Jen wrote on her status thing this:
"ihavebeensoblind,youarewhatiwant,andyouwaitedformetorelizethis =]=]=]=] "

Thats exactly what she wrote, EXACTLY.
And as knows i sent her a comment saying how much i love her and saying that i will still try to impress her and shit, she must of read it and maybe noticed something? lol.
Also shes changed her default pic to me and her laying down and the caption she put on it is "i love you"
ANNNND on myspace there this thing where you can buy you friends lol it pretend but you all remember Paris yea? the one that was my friend, well shes gotten all nice now and bought me lol, then i look in the history and yesterday, her and Jen were like fighting ova me, i wish i could have been there, it looked so interesting lol.
So i hope shes talking about me, i mean she hasn't told me about any guys that try to impress her all the time, so idk whatz gonna happen, im just hoping for the best